A LOST CHILD+ I REALISE...CONTINUED... /// 1/19/2010 09:06:00 PM
i really feel like shouting up but i Tolerate.it is because ivy + vann already burst..how can i burst at the wrong time?vann and i decided go level 3 to eat....but i saw a girl so familiar..it was ivy..she ran away...i ran towards her and pull her bag..trying to hold her....i was doing to clear misunderstanding but none went in her mind coz she not in the mood....have to ti liang her .finally pull her to vann,but end up she ran away said whatever..i was in a loss..like a loss child..dont know what to do..feel like crying at that time...how i hope i can cut myself into half..to be on both vann+ ivy 'side..care for them. end up,talk to vann and said let ivy cool is better.for 1 hour +,i went back to class .i went to talk to ivy..so cold..nvm...jia yi try again...nah give her see my sec class photo...(hope to make her smile)but i don;t ivy saw my nubby photo..HAHA!...trying my best to make her smile becoz i make vann smile abit..let ivy cool for awhile is best...i listen to mr roger lesson.after awhile,i went back to ask her...but it so cold...nvm failed again...such a useless fren POH JIA yi.am i expecting too much on frens?asked joelle why never call one of us ..by asking where are u?sms also can..this show u care for a fren....you know i always care for all of them..sms,call,ask,do,said..but they didnt..realised so uncomforatable...nvm trying my hard to make frens smile by doing silly thing.but hope ivy and vann is ok...noone ever know how i feel coz i don't know how to said.i feel like crying when mr amos said about thing that remind me of O LEVEL!..cool down and smile..phew tear didnt come odwn.I REALLY HOPE FRIENDS CAN SAID THING SINCERELY/TRUTHFULLY.HOPE FRIENDS CAN SHARE MATTER OUT SO I CAN BE YOUR LISTENER ..HELP TO LOWER YOUR BURDEN..HOPE TO SEE YOUR SMILE......HOPE TO HELP YOU SOLVE....i don't mind to be a person kana scold by you...or show expresion...thing i matter most is when u tell me how you feel..what happen so i can be your listener.....i hope friends are like that coz i DO!=)
Amanda♥