/// 2/04/2010 10:17:00 PM
i really hate my days at home.come home everyone only blame me for this and that and didnt really understand how i feel at all..i so tired...sister shout..brother shout...father and mother shout too...noone console me at all..i am just like a useless person at home.. make me scold until i cry..stupid asshole brother.i cry not becoz i want win coz u keep on shout about the same thing over and over...shout for vulgar.that why i so frustrated by u.
sometime ppl think that i cry in a "show " that dont becoz cry...u win or whatever.this is a way for me to destress..if u dont understnad and that all.
even through in sch, i tend to be very happy person but i really upset about sth.but i will try to be a happy person.if thing doesnt go my way....i shall not force it and shall let it go.=)coz there are still other friends that are there for me..thanks !=)
stress is getting out on me..practical was quite hard but i try my hard to do finish.
Amanda♥