can a friend hug me now?....... /// 3/25/2010 02:28:00 PM
after one day of rest....i finally come to a decision...i decided to quit ......since all leaving...there no point i stay there..i cant do thing all alone..it will be more stressful.....
i donesnt want this thing to cause friends to quarrel....which i doesnt want it this way....
yesterday...i only double comfirm if u quitting...and that all....no other meaning..and why u said that we asking u to make decision...........and end up u get agitated by words and walked away...............................i didnt went up to chase for u..coz if i chase u will get agitated....which u always said that..so i let u cool down..and i just hope when u ok just talk to me...
i dont know what did i do wrong when i only asking a question.......do u know it always hurt when u walk away....and i all alone.....i so afriad being alone.....the feeling of loneliness..........i cant find anyone to talk about it.....i was so lost......in the busstop......after that.....whiich i dont want to said anymore....
standing at your views...u are stressed up and tired.....u got alot thing to do......so u get agitated easily so its ok......i am sry if said anything wrong..
seriously i not angry at all.....i know u joking...so its ok....if i want to angry...then at that moment i will throw my temper..which i didnt.....
hope u understand.......
Amanda♥