Last day of funeral! /// 4/10/2010 10:59:00 PM
On friday,i went over to grandma's house to stay overnight. coz the next day have to wake up very early. i went home after my job.it was so rushed coz i have to reach the funeral before 5pm.when i reach home,brother is not back.i call his handphone.worse of all.i sms+ call him so many time.he didnt reply me..lol! end up i sms vulgar to him. my sis also call him but he didnt reply.omg....it already 4pm+ still not yet back...make my sis and i very pissed off.finally,he call and i picked up the call.i shouted at him.dont know why my temper seem to became worse nowaday.haiz..my sis also lecture me about my temper.i told her i cant control nowaday. really not in a mood.i get very agitated nowaday.haiz.want to control it but it end up burst out.my sis was so fed up and call father.father said dont wait for hbro .we go grandma's house first.end up,my bro call and said he is on the way home. it already 5pm+. my sis very fed up by my bro and we went off.coz my sis dont wanna wait for him.end up,we went off and walked to the busstop.but,i told sis want to wait for bro? sis stop forawhile and call back home.bro told us to wait for him and take taxi to grandma's house.end up, we waited for him and went to grandma's house tgt. ._.!
When we reached grandma's funeral, we changed our clothes and went for chanting. it take few hours. i realised my knees abit weak. i bend down awhile and i felt so tired. after chanting.we went to eat our dinner .after that, we went to help ah gu to do sth. it was 12am+ .brother dont want to stay over and want to go home. so troublesome. end up, father have to drive my bro home. it was the first time my bro sit my father's motor.aiya, i miss the part that my bro sit on my father's bike. coz mother said the way he sit is very funny.after that,my sis and i went up to grandma's house to bath and slept aroumd 1.30am+ .my sis and i slept in the living room.the rest of my cousin went down to the funeral and sleep.
it kinda werid to sleep in the living room coz there alot of people keep walked pass us. i wake up around 6.30am. so early right? ._.!I went to brush my teeth and went back to my sleep again.LOL! super tired. i realised the first day i sleep at other places .i cant sleep well. i will keep wake up and sleep again. Around 10am+, we went down the funeral for chanting . around 1.30pm, we went to the cemetery. i realised that grand father's cemetary is so near grandma's cemetary.it just a short distance away. after that, we went back to grandma's house around 5pm+. the funeral is finally over.
when i went home, my mother also lecture me about my temper. i also dont know what wrong with me.i hope i dont show my temper to my frens. gonna control it.
Amanda♥