A last smile i got from her... /// 4/06/2010 09:36:00 AM
yesterday,The phone rang at around 12am+.it was from one of the ah gu.mummy picked up the call. ah gu was telling mummy that grandma was in serious condition.After that, father was abit frustrated and said "so late ler go hospital...u tmr got work lei....dont go."mummy dont know what to said and went to toilet.i told her if u want go ,i accompany u. she looked confused.After that,both of them was shouting.i went out the bedroom and told father.of course la is mummy's mother that why she want to go.End up mummy didnt go hospital.The phone rang again.this time round father picked up the call.she told ah gu that mummy is not coming down and the reason why.end up,i went to sleep again.they two was like in a debate in the bedroom.._.! Around 1am+ ,the phone rang.this time was really very serious ler....grandma passed away.After that,i lie at my bed.i cant sleep.it like around 2am+.my jie jie cant sleep too.she so random and said where did grandma go after that?i answer heaven.
hope she gonna be allright! i rewind and think back eversince the first visit to hospital ,that was the last smile i got from her.i will always remember it my ah ma!i seem to be a bad person coz i only visit her for once.sorry.
i found this song last time .it was quite old.but i find it meaningful.
Have you ever been hurt so bad
That you thought that you would die
Have your had to hold back tears
When you just wanted to cry
Have you ever had to hear the truth
And try to keep a smile
Have you ever had so much to say
That you just ran out of time
Nothing hurts more than when you're saying goodbye
You're left feeling lonely with pain you feel inside
The heart keeps aching and you feel a little fragile
Cause nothing hurts, nothing hurts, like goodbye
Ever wish you can turn back time
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
And live your life again
Have you ever wanted one more chancev
To right all your regrets
Wish the rain could was away tears
And wash away the hurt
Cause pushing thoughts to the back of your head
It doesn't seem to work
Nothing hurts more than when you're saying goodbye
Your heart keeps breaking and you feel a little fragile
Cause nothing hurts, no nothing hurts, like goodbye
Amanda♥