A chat with mummy and sister! /// 5/12/2010 08:56:00 PM
On the way walking home, i suddenly thought of this. Different charactor will have different view and so it result in different understanding of each other. yay it true. i chat with my sister about the life. i always dont understand why something just mend to be like that. for example, why some ppl like to said other ppl bad thing but do that person realised that if u were the person. how would u feel? how would u react if u were the person being say? ya it is unavoidable coz that what life are. i always admire those ppl that should really accept those negative words from other and move on like normal. but i on the way learning . i twice met before this situation and i was the one that heard/see it. it true it hurt . i dont blame them but i glad i knew it at last rather being acting nth happen. i am the person who will glad if u said the truth to me . jie told me that the life. the life is very "xian shi".
It true that everyone have different view and sometime it might end up misunderstanding. why cant ppl just try to understand each other view but instead u just support on yours view. everyone view is differ so that no right or wrong. maybe it the nature of human reaction?
while i was eating dinner, mummy asked me you want to go poly? i said i want go poly. but i know father wont want me go poly coz he always shouted " after studying finish ite , go work la". i told mummy this and found out it not father wont let me go poly. It is because father got one period of time see me keep come back home late. he dont like coz he feel am i go ite for study or play? but i told mother that recently i have come back home early. mother told me if father wont let u go poly, then u go work first.ya maybe.i always have a feeling that father hate/dislike me coz he always shouted at me for noting and shouted at me whe he in badmood. i dont understand why ppl just should not stand at each other ppl's view and think.
i have being trying my best to study to score well so to go poly. i study not for anyone but for myself. i want a diploma .i want to study to learn more. furthermore, i realised everytime ppl ask me what your job for furture? my answer is dont know. i dont know what my actual interest are.
i am not clever at all .i also learn to improve my weakness. i hope to learn more from other and be a useful person. hope one day i should able to find my interest .
i saying this not becuase of anything. erm i maybe are the one of them inside but i want to type my views here.
i am sorry if i offence you .
Amanda♥