sometime something just doesnt seem right... /// 5/08/2010 09:55:00 AM
sometime i just felt:
i begin to talk lesser and lesser.
lastime i will talk more but now, when there topic to talk then i talk.
i begin to be in my "mini games" world when i got bored.
recently, i into mini games in i touch or handphone.
i begin to be stand at other views .when thing happen, i will stand at both views by not siding anyone of them.
i begin to be bad-tempered.
i show my temper when i get stressed
i begin to be very stress easily.
my module is tough sometime.when i am a slow learner.i need time to slowly absorb what i learn.
i begin to get frustrated so easily
i get frustrated when i kept on figure out the question how to do but end up u did not get the final answer.
sometime
i begin to be a boring person .
i begin to dislike ppl who compare and compare.my father compare me to sister and brother. i felt so insulting .it was early in the morning he shouted and said that.u know i wanted to wake up and shouted back but i know if i shout more.he shout even more so i went to sleep.
i begin to not to take the first inititive to talk to ppl.
i begin to feel so helpless sometime
i begin to get hard to open up to frens
i begin to be mean in somehow.
i begin to be" fierece ba"
i reaslied sometime when i answer their question ,they said why u so fierce. or maybe my tone ba?
i should slowly change the negative of me ba.
Amanda♥