haiz /// 7/19/2010 09:09:00 PM
during my bad lesson ,i dont know why i always have that feeling of
asking ppl question that make them so stress someway.@_@... so scared
to ask ppl@_@ haizyoyo.... ! when i dont mean it too.
u know
today i feel so not me at all. when lesson, i feel so tired and not
focus at all. my mind is to sleep. that all. trying my best to focus
myself.
slience break in my door recently. i agree i becaming more
quieter. coz i dont find any topic to talk about. or maybe i too
childish somehow. all my topic seem not match u all. sometime i really
feel it though i didnt say it. i will try talk more ba. i trying but
seem so cold like a air threw away... haha! i not a mature person. seem
to be childish then mature. haha! GROW UP LA JIA YI! HAHA! but i feel it eversince weeks that someone is more quieter than me. i that time randomly ask why so quiet. no reply . that person seem different. not as jovial like last time. i cant see the joy in her. she seem troubled in somehow. i hope i can be the listener for her to talk.
something just mend not to be say but kept in heart.
tomorrow
will be database lesson, practical coming..... hope i can cope with it
coz i quite blur with it. need help from friends around me. i pretty
slow learner.... that need patient for me to absorb. i not like other.
in younger age, i cant understand what teacher/tutor is talking. after
tution, the cher still have to one on one to me so i should understand.
haha! so jia let.... >.<
Amanda♥