=( /// 9/02/2010 10:22:00 PM
sudden stop for few minutes and think of my future. i cant be like a kids always get guide from everyone.
learning . today go lla. i cant think of a words leadership. i have no qualities of leadership at all.
i always follow ppl i project. i cant be independant. i am so weak. i really hate it.
i TRYING to be strong from that DAY ONWARDS. A DAY I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER.
i love the times spend in ite. but time passed so fast. it gonna end soon. and we gonna lost contact .
it always like that. everyone have their own life to live. i have no right to control.
that day, already know this life is very complicated. it not what u think. it differet
everyone have it own views. and have their right to do what they want. after this upcoming exam,
i will be going attentment for 2months plus. i gonna missed schooling =(
after ite, when should i go next? poly/work? i really have to decide on my own.
i am so happy everyone have it aims. but my aims always keep on changing.
my road infront is so blur now. i am 19 already. not young anyone. it time for me
to think now....
Amanda♥