one blow by another hitting me. family problem. work problem. friends problem. i getting affected by it.
family problem really hurt me the most. but now family getting abit ok. mother talk to me but i didnt talk to my father at all. i think like that is better. time will heals everything. i doenst want to say about what really happen coz its hurt me deeply. i know i say i will cry.
work problem, this week got abit obstacle. i not the person who will create problem. i just doing my part of asking. or listening to what engineer say, u know i almost want to cry coz too many thing happen but i just didnt drop my tears. lucky i didnt drop. if not let them see i so weak. nvm its over. i must work hard for last few weeks, enjoy the 3 weeks there.
friends problem. i doesnt know what to do. i listen to both party but doesnt know how to help. i want one side to talk about it. but its seem hard. vann and joelle know me too well, knew i will say. end up i really say it almost all out. i say out coz i hope pei ling would go talk about it. but its seem complicated. seriously i dunno what to do. noone at both party want to talk about it. vann and joelle say leave clique. please dont say it so easily. its just some misunderstanding, different views, different feeling.
u right. i should stand at yours view . i trying to stand at both side. u know when i meet vann and joelle. i trying to say pei ling not like what u means. but when i tell pei ling, i telling u two feeling. i not siding any of you. i just want u all to know i feeling very xin gu to see all like that. i doesnt want to see everyone to fall part .
maybe i seem weak, my friends having runnynose and friday, i having runnynose . today, i went to see doctor. hope its gonna be ok coz i working on monday.
thanks friends always console me. that what i need more. a listener there to understanding how i feel right now .i will be ok. no worry. even a simply a thing make me smile.
Gift Of A Friend Lyrics
Sometimes You think You'll Be Fine by Yourself
Cause a Dream is a Wish You Make all alone
Its Easy to Feel Like You Dont Need Help
But Its Harder To Walk On Your Own
You'll Change
Inside
When You
Realize
The World Comes To Life
and Everything's bright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty you are
When You'll Open Your Heart and
Believe in
The Gift of a Friend
The Gift of a Friend
Someone Who knows When Your Lost and Your Scared
There through The Highs and The Lows
Someone toCount On
Someone Who Cares
Besides You Where Ever You Go
You'll Change Inside
When You
Realize
The World Comes To Life
and Everythings bright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty you are
When You'll Open Your Heart and
Believe in
The Gift of a Friend
And When your Hope Crashes Down
Shattering To The Ground
You , You Feel All Alone
When You Don't Know Which Way To Go
And There's No signs Leading You home
You're Not Alone
The World Comes To Life
and Everything's bright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty you are
When You'll Open Your Heart and
Believe In
When You Believe In
When you Believe
The Gift of A Friend
Amanda♥