WHY WHY WHY??? /// 11/20/2010 12:52:00 AM
i advise ppl. ppl advise me. its easy to say then do.not all thing i say before, i can do it.but i do hope ppl dont compare. whatever way u compare, u get negative thought in mind which is true. i believe in 'NOONE IS PERFECT" and " NOTING IS PERFECT" sometime i wonder why is life so unfair. ppl treat different ppl differently. it just the fact life is what it is. during attachment, i always wonder why this and that. i have endless mindset in mind. non stop which is same. conclusion is it is mend to be like that? i trying not to care anymore. the more i care the more i keep thinking. i just want to make more frens and enjoy my life with my frens and family. full of happy moment. noone want live their life full of sadness? right?
attachment period is actually a really nice experience for me.i learn to actually tolerate different ppl attiude and to accept what other bad negative comment. there something i really do appreciated. when i do wrong, they wont scold but they encourage me. this is the way i want. it kinda werid when i received encouragement. i always try even harder or careful not to repeat the same mistake again. i always scared to break the laptop part. and always ask for help if it really cant pull it out. i enjoy working there. i met nice frens and get to talk to them automatically. jokingwith them and communciate with them. as time go by, it getting better. sometime i get tired due to lack of sleep but i always cross the road and tell myself" jia you jia yi" it give strength to persevere. i thinking postively and really do hope i contuie to be who i am to be. this attachment let me grow up alittle. to know the working world and how tired it can be. to be independant. to b sociable. to be adapatable.
Amanda♥