to friends:
i can be harsh/mean in words . ya maybe i did not think of ppl feeling? but i think striaghtforward is better then hide it in heart? wasnt it? and now u say me being too harsh? i gonna say one more time, that day i have already say i will be harsh. so dont blame for me harsh. its my temper.everyone have temper too. wasnt it? if that day were u, i bet u will be me . honestly,that day i just felt she was the one making it worse. so i just say it out. words are already say out so if u think i am harsh . yes i am. i agree. no point saying harsh anot, coz i already say le.
why i delete u from sister. becoz u give me a feeling u doesnt give a dam to my msg, give excuse to me, sms u out to movie or whatsoever. u doesnt give me a reply. i felt so stupid seriously for caring this type of firends... and that why once it reached my limitation and i delete u.
please dont say i didnt try to understand her point of views.u think i didnt think of her feeling??? no i disagree. do u think i that type of friends that doesnt care/ try to understand.if u think i am. i have noting to say. i tried my best to understand whenever she tell me. i try to ask her what happen? that the way of my care. its was her who didnt tell me. so i not blaming her for not telling me all? i am not that type of person u must say all to me. everyone have the right to say it to the person he/she want to talk about. wasnt it?so if u still think i didnt think of her feeling then i have noting to say.
if u think i siding they all, nomatter how many time i say i am not siding. u all will think i siding them. i serously have noting to say.
until now, i treat everyone as friends. everyone have different view/different personatilies.so i think noone is right nor wrong.
since u think i keep say noone take initive to talk about it.
then when school reopen, i promise u i gonna ask each and everyone to sit down and talk about it. if one of them doesnt want to stay, then i have noting to say.
i just hope everyone can be straightforward. say whatever u keep in heart....
Monday, December 20, 2010
All i want for christmas is you ! /// 12/20/2010 10:43:00 AM
she really sang it so well. i kept on listen to it! awesome!:)
Sunday, December 19, 2010
/// 12/19/2010 12:29:00 AM
finally 17 dec mark the end of my attachment:) its holiday for many of them but i was ask to extend to work. its good. i can earn some money. i hope i can buy myself a lappy. christmas is coming..i hope i can celebrate with friends. haahaha sadly i am working. but nevermind night can joinu all for dinner.
i feeling relax when i was always listen music while on the way traveling.looking out the window and see how much thing have changed.time u lost your beloved, time that u quarrel with friends/family, time when i feel so happy .
this are all memories that are sad/angry/happy. i will keep it in heart. most important now is be happy now. i want to be a strong girl that will overcome all obstacle infront of me.
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
LIFE IS UNFAIR! /// 12/08/2010 10:28:00 PM
life is SO UNFAIR!
i dunno why i so nice to ppl when my words/msg is not appreciaited. not a single reply. i seriously start to dislike ppl that doesnt reply to me.
i dunno why i must take words so seriously? and end up disappointed with them.
how i hope i can be cold to each and everyone. i tired of being the nice person and let them think i a very ok person. i have what i dun like and like.
how i hope i can be mean. but i just cant do it.
life is unfair. i learnt that when u treat that person nicely, dont expected return from any of them coz u only feel dissappointed. even that person treat u badly, u must not treat them badly. i will try.
Sunday, December 5, 2010
/// 12/05/2010 11:07:00 PM
i dislike friends that lie me.
i dislike friends that doesnt give a dam to my msg.
i will not give a dam to this type of friends. u are not worth for my care.
i so stupid to care for this type of friends seriously. what for?
i should have care for myself rather.
i msg u nicely in fb . and u didnt give a dam to my msg. u say will reply when u on. what a nice lie?
dont botter to give a reply when u everyday on fb? and give all those excuses? nice one.
what a friend. i see though you already. i shall not care much. what for i say so much when u dont give a dam. i just wasting my effort to do that. i am so stupid seriously.
forget it. i type out to burst my feeling only.
8th weeks attachment is passed1 left 2 more weeks! JIA YOU ALL!:)
Amanda♥