/// 12/30/2010 09:03:00 PM
to friends:
i can be harsh/mean in words . ya maybe i did not think of ppl feeling? but i think striaghtforward is better then hide it in heart? wasnt it? and now u say me being too harsh? i gonna say one more time, that day i have already say i will be harsh. so dont blame for me harsh. its my temper.everyone have temper too. wasnt it? if that day were u, i bet u will be me . honestly,that day i just felt she was the one making it worse. so i just say it out. words are already say out so if u think i am harsh . yes i am. i agree. no point saying harsh anot, coz i already say le.
why i delete u from sister. becoz u give me a feeling u doesnt give a dam to my msg, give excuse to me, sms u out to movie or whatsoever. u doesnt give me a reply. i felt so stupid seriously for caring this type of firends... and that why once it reached my limitation and i delete u.
please dont say i didnt try to understand her point of views.u think i didnt think of her feeling??? no i disagree. do u think i that type of friends that doesnt care/ try to understand.if u think i am. i have noting to say. i tried my best to understand whenever she tell me. i try to ask her what happen? that the way of my care. its was her who didnt tell me. so i not blaming her for not telling me all? i am not that type of person u must say all to me. everyone have the right to say it to the person he/she want to talk about. wasnt it?so if u still think i didnt think of her feeling then i have noting to say.
if u think i siding they all, nomatter how many time i say i am not siding. u all will think i siding them. i serously have noting to say.
until now, i treat everyone as friends. everyone have different view/different personatilies.so i think noone is right nor wrong.
since u think i keep say noone take initive to talk about it.
then when school reopen, i promise u i gonna ask each and everyone to sit down and talk about it. if one of them doesnt want to stay, then i have noting to say.
i just hope everyone can be straightforward. say whatever u keep in heart....
Amanda♥