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Jia Yi is a SimplE Girl.
She IS 18+ NOW and will be at 19 at 28NOV 2010
she is currently studying in ITE College East

Loves:
My Family and Friends!♥♥♥
Eating♥
Listening to Music♥♥♥
watching drama♥♥♥

Hates:
Liar!!!
WHO I AM NOW!
Stress!
Flying Insects!

WANTED LIST!!!
THAT BAG I WANTED♥
A Jacket!♥
More Flat Shoes!♥
More clothes!♥
More shorts!♥
IPHONE 4!♥
CAMERA !♥
LAPTOP !♥(28 april 2011)

My wishes♥
Have memorable birthday this year!♥
Maintain my GPA and go poly♥
Explore places that i never go before♥








Music Playlist at MixPod.com

be high and express it

zooming to outerspace

PB0904K♥
Amanda♥
Celia♥
Xiao Xing♥
Joelle♥
Ivy♥
Vann♥

undestroyed memoirs

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♦ March 2010
♦ April 2010
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♦ June 2010
♦ July 2010
♦ August 2010
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♦ October 2010
♦ November 2010
♦ December 2010
♦ January 2011
♦ February 2011
♦ May 2011
♦ October 2011
♦ June 2012

the roots

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Seriously,not going to care this time round...gonna focus on what i doing now..and aim my goals....what for thinking when other ppl's dOesnt care?HAHA!stupid la ! Today ,mummy vann didnt come sch.hope she allright=) During pe lesson,we play tennis...haha! first time playing..so the ball threw anywhere all over the places haha!overall is FUN!=D I Love pe!=)WAKakakakak~! After sch,went to library to meet cher to do some stuff.Even through i am a publicity member,i realised that ivy have been doing most of the stuff.i am so sorry about it coz jia yi is too noob on those stuff but i try to learn=)As a friend, really thanks for not leaving. i really appreciate ALOT!THANKS BUDDY!=D Today was quite angry...but after that cool down..! Thanks to ivy let me fan fan lao shao=)

Today wake up on time and went to sch ! haha i am so happy that joelle actually sms me and said Jia yi..u wake le oh?dont late oh..haha! so glad that she sms me=D coz that what frens do!=) WAKAKAKA! when i reach sch..there was a little issues..but overall hope they fine=)they did a great job of going to two childcare centre...so proud of them!=) they do double JOBS!WOW! As for my group of presentation...overall it was great...i was actually quite nervous and managed to speak out infront of all the classmates..haha! overall,it was a great experience...=) i hope to go childcare and plan activity again..i dont mind at all coz i really learn alot from it. i learn to be more organized. i learn to be more patient. i learn to commuciate with my fellow teammates. i learn to commuciate with the children. i learn to speak out to people. i learn to manage the budget and preparing of things ..for example making of gift..buying of all type of material.. it really enjoyable for a one day at childcare centre..it make me feel good when i was there playing with all the children..when i see them smile..it make me happy ...=) HAHA!today also very enjoyable day for me...laughing during SOA lesson...looking at ivy's pri+sec photo and mine..haha ! so funny! CHI DE BAO ZHI DAN AR?WAHAHA!!!!!Anyhow hit me!hahaha! =)

omg try listen to this song...this is so CUTE!haha!=D

looking through a blog...and found sth that really AWAKE ME! When you can't handle a situation you are in, pause and think, what went wrong. Do not just place blames on other ppl. It was you who couldn't handle the situation. It was you who felt uncomfortable for God knows what ever reason. You do not need to throw judgement and accusation on other people. You would rather throw away a friendship due to your ego and own weakness of self-control? Too bad for you. What I'm trying to say here is that, never take forgranted of your friends..especially when they are your bestest friends! Sometimes you don;'t think before you speak with em just bcos u think ull never lose them and they will be ok with it. People have feelings. Just because they've been sticking with you the whole time, doesnt mean they will tomorrow. Friendships are like plants. You have to water em, feed em..get em enough sun...then they will grow. Don't expect to have a healthy plant by just watering it once every 3 months and go around telling "i have a rare plant at home". It doesnt work that way. So is there such thing as true friendship. I think so. But it's up to you to define it. You can either be a liar to live in a "true friendship" or accept the reality in a true friendship. Your call, mate

omg....so happy sia la! today meet my best buddy treciaeven though i only meet her for awhile but we chat non-stop for awhile..haha thanks for the thing u give me!<3 tmr have to meet her to get back my practical books coz her mum forgot to return me one of the book!haha!=) ...haha gonna need it for my case study!wahaha! realised i so long didnt play swing sia la! swing make me feel so relax...feel that all my fan nao all throw out! all gone!=) HAHAH! LIFE GO ON! SO SMILE!WAKAKAKA!=D song for the day! TRUE FRIEND

i really feel like shouting up but i Tolerate.it is because ivy + vann already burst..how can i burst at the wrong time?vann and i decided go level 3 to eat....but i saw a girl so familiar..it was ivy..she ran away...i ran towards her and pull her bag..trying to hold her....i was doing to clear misunderstanding but none went in her mind coz she not in the mood....have to ti liang her .finally pull her to vann,but end up she ran away said whatever..i was in a loss..like a loss child..dont know what to do..feel like crying at that time...how i hope i can cut myself into half..to be on both vann+ ivy 'side..care for them. end up,talk to vann and said let ivy cool is better.for 1 hour +,i went back to class .i went to talk to ivy..so cold..nvm...jia yi try again...nah give her see my sec class photo...(hope to make her smile)but i don;t ivy saw my nubby photo..HAHA!...trying my best to make her smile becoz i make vann smile abit..let ivy cool for awhile is best...i listen to mr roger lesson.after awhile,i went back to ask her...but it so cold...nvm failed again...such a useless fren POH JIA yi.am i expecting too much on frens?asked joelle why never call one of us ..by asking where are u?sms also can..this show u care for a fren....you know i always care for all of them..sms,call,ask,do,said..but they didnt..realised so uncomforatable...nvm trying my hard to make frens smile by doing silly thing.but hope ivy and vann is ok...noone ever know how i feel coz i don't know how to said.i feel like crying when mr amos said about thing that remind me of O LEVEL!..cool down and smile..phew tear didnt come odwn.I REALLY HOPE FRIENDS CAN SAID THING SINCERELY/TRUTHFULLY.HOPE FRIENDS CAN SHARE MATTER OUT SO I CAN BE YOUR LISTENER ..HELP TO LOWER YOUR BURDEN..HOPE TO SEE YOUR SMILE......HOPE TO HELP YOU SOLVE....i don't mind to be a person kana scold by you...or show expresion...thing i matter most is when u tell me how you feel..what happen so i can be your listener.....i hope friends are like that coz i DO!=)

Today really is A NOT MY DAY.....today was very tired...i wnet to SOOA lesson..totaolly in sleepy mode...was not in good mood this morning..
maybe due to some words ......Am i over senitive or what? i don't know...i only reaslied that i don't like friends comparing different way of birthday celebration....IT MY HEART doing it..i doing and planning sincerely....THAT it matter most? or am i expecting too much ? i don't know.....i am only very tired..maybe due to very late sleep ba..have being sudy till 12++ excluded yesterday ba...Noone know how i feel coz i cant talk it out but i rather i said it here...After SOA lesson ,went to BL meeting.... doesn't know i join is right or wrong. i just hope i would learn some skills out of it..that what i matter most and enjoy with my best buddies=)...wanted to learn mot thing and experience....after that ,i went to cafe 1 to find joelle....and celia...i heard ivy said very angry....i thought is becoz i drop your handphone..i am sry about it..not purposely...that why i went to ask u about it......you said BL...i sign a relief..don't know why i feel so uncomforatable..thought you would said it out..and so i can be your listener...to listen.....now then i realised you won't know how to said.......it doesnt matter now and i only hope u ok..i think i expected too much from a firends i care most.after that i went to find chair,vann suddenly walk away.....my first reaction was vann...wait..what happen.trying to pull her back but i failed.finally she told me...i forgot about my bag. LOL! i told vann to stay there. don't go away .i only want to stay at a fren's side to listen and care.i can be a listener listen to you..even a nod also can. i went back to find joelleand celia to take bag..cozi call ivy..she iddnt listen to my call.. i feel so wrong liao. went back to them. i ask joelle.where is ivy? joelle said vann go ..then ivy also go...at that time i was like so loss.omg how on earth wth happening today?but i so surprised they can sit there nth.i expecting too much on frens.i now reaslied what I DO TREAT A FRENDS.....DO THEY TREST LIKE I DO...so sad...cant said much coz it my fault causing all this due to the past...

I love THIS song! Innocence by Avril Lavigne!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ir2Sg_8hC3w

 Today  so funny...went to sch as usual...reach sch and go to my SOA classroom..but i went to open the wrong door and this is so embarrassing ....because i forgot that SOA lesson is at the next door...due to the jan intake class need to use the classroom..
i would prefer to write my xin li hua here nowaday...!
How i hope someone actually answer me this few questions ? just a yes or no will do and why!
1)Am i  a complicated person?
2)Am i really a  friend that can be trust?
3)Am i the troublesome person?
4)Did i  make you feel very stressful?
5)Did i said thing that hurt you?
6)Am i the one get misunderstanding so easily?
7)Am i really a very hard to get along person?
8)Am i a senstive person?
9)Am i a good person?
10)Am i a stubborn person?
10 question seem to be so negative but it not i just wanna know more about the view of people towards me!

erm....recently happen alot of thing..making me so down..but overall i gonna be strong..haha! gonna stand up at where i fall..!first goal is study hard for my upcoming exams! gonna work hard and reach my goals!!!
JIA YOU jia yi!=) next goal is to know how to take and go....but it hard for me SERIOUSLY.....coz whenever someone said thing about past or see sth that rewind me back to the past... i still can remember very clearly...but it take time to forget so yalor...(cannot comfirm that i can do it)
next goal is to BE MYSELF....the cheerful one !haha! staying cheerful is better than getting upset everyday...
sometime realised i am such a useless person....cant do anything independant ...during my whole journay ..there always someone guiding me....gonna try to do thing independant .....
During the  whole week...i am very upset but THANKS TO CELIA...JOELLE...IVY...VANN by my side=)

haiz haiz haiz..today i utterly upset by my 'O' level result. i did badly again...before getting my 'O' level result..i already very stress and kept thinking of my result...while doing practical..i did a little careless and end up i know why..coz i type wrongly...my mind was all about 'O' level result..it was so lucky that i  had managed to  finish...when i  was checking my result and saw A LETTER E...i knew it...starting to cry non-stop unlike last year i didnt cry.....i being waiting to get a full cert ..
but it didnt came true..haiz..!!!
not even that even u two said thing so obviously infront of me..but i doesnt want to reply at all coz i dont feel like talking to anyone at that moment..i am DEAD at that moment...
Eventhrough come home..the first thing i want to do is sleep....sleep is a way for my mind to rest....but after that...i cry again...so utterly sad by my result...
REALLY NOMOOD TO TALK AT ALL...CAN I USE TYPE?

my_____ is getting quieter and doesnt feel like _______

today the whole day i very sien....dunno why....dont feel like talking...dunno too....haiz....
TMR WILL BE A BETTER DAY=)HAHA!

Omg.....suddenly wanted to find more blogskin and try on it...it so fun figuring with all the codes!HAHA!gonna find more and try on it..=)but sad i cant add music...alamak...>.<

Today was a brand new start of sch.....first lesson was SOA...erm today was pretty simple ...all we have to do is to practice task 1 to 4 practical...so as to prepare for next week..i hope i can score next week=)..after that went to have lunch with joelle..and went to library to prepare the thing that is needed for tmr jan intake orietation..erm i realised i not good in many thing..have to improve on it.i weak in explaining what i wanted to said and also not good in ppt.i get frustated and dont know what to do..in a loss somehow..but when u told me not to do that.. i know and i said i know..but u reply i just telling only...no i ok de..i only just telling u i know..that all no other meaning..and hope it will be allright..coz i feel that somehow u abit pissed off by me...maybe for today..i must changed my tone of voice in a way and hope thing wont happen =)