/// 2/27/2011 09:07:00 PM
have u ever feel so tired of helping,caring. and yet i got is noting,blaming .its is hurtful to received all those words.
have u ever lost trust from anyone of them. i do. its driftly away. once its happy and next its went down striaght down.
have u ever want a listener to be there. yes i do want but cant really find one. all is busy .they have their own problem so i should not add more trouble to them.
for that moment, i really feel so troubled. let times heals and continue my life.
do u know its sad and happy when grad nearby, happy coz i reached my goals. sad is maybe we wont contact anymore. that sad.
maybe its good not to be so close with someone coz its may make u feel dissappointed/sad/angry.
Amanda♥