i was searching for new song and found this song through youtube:)
Today my life begins - Bruno Mars
I've been working hard so long
Seems like pain has been my only friend
My fragile heart's been done so wrong
I wondered if I'd ever heal again
Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
All around me I can feel a change (ohh)
I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
I know I can make it, today my life begins
Yesterday has come and gone
And I've learnt how to leave it where it is
And I see that I was wrong
For ever doubting I could win
Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
All around me I can feel a change (ohh)
I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
I know I can make it, today my life begins
Life's to short to have regrets
So I'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
Only have one life to live
So you better make the best of it
I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
I know I can make it, today my life begins
I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin
I know I can make it, today my life begins
Today my life begins
Sunday, October 16, 2011
I BACK!:) /// 10/16/2011 10:07:00 PM
It been so long i update my blog. i going to updated with some quotes that i always keep in my mind which really taught me to forgive and forget and also to stay strong whenever i go or i do.i found this poem through web abd find it really interesting.
In every human life, there are some moments when one is sad and depressed Frustrated from every zone of life, And feel like leaving everything & going away And Life Goes on … Some moments in which one is wrapped with tensions one wants to get out of them and fly high in the sky But cant run away, and life goes on … Some moments in which, one who adores hurts sentiments, one needs a support, a shoulder to dry on, But doesn’t find one , and life goes on … Some moments in which one gets tired of life or so intensely hurt that one wants to die one wishes to end up with life at that very moment, and life goes on … And in every human life on day arrives When there is a big halt to one’s life. And then the people cry and show that they were concerned Then the question arises Do they wait for one’s death, To care, To understand the one If so, then wait till death and untill then LIFE GOES ON
new life in polytechnic, new environment. i trying to adapt to it. its so much different from ITE life.my first week have just ended. i have make alot of friends. on the other hand, i have alot stuff to do such as project and quiz. i have to print lecture and tutorial note. plently of things to be done . i really have to managed my time wisely. i must really work hard for the next 3 years.
what is my diffculties in poly?
my diffculties is unable to cope with the modules.
i really have to listen ,understand and do fast...
the worst fears is english. the way i speak is not fluent at all. i do hope friends help to correct if i pronoun wrongly /speak in a "singlish " way.
Sunday, February 27, 2011
/// 2/27/2011 09:07:00 PM
have u ever feel so tired of helping,caring. and yet i got is noting,blaming .its is hurtful to received all those words.
have u ever lost trust from anyone of them. i do. its driftly away. once its happy and next its went down striaght down.
have u ever want a listener to be there. yes i do want but cant really find one. all is busy .they have their own problem so i should not add more trouble to them.
for that moment, i really feel so troubled. let times heals and continue my life.
do u know its sad and happy when grad nearby, happy coz i reached my goals. sad is maybe we wont contact anymore. that sad.
maybe its good not to be so close with someone coz its may make u feel dissappointed/sad/angry.
Sunday, January 2, 2011
WELCOME 2011! /// 1/02/2011 01:57:00 AM
WELCOME YEAR 2011! the last day of year 2010, i manage to see firework with my da jie!:) though only we two but its awesome!:) i hope everyone be successful in whatever u do, AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!:D
IN 2011:
i hope to go overseas to relax ad enjoy after grad with friends.
i hope to be strong person and to overcome anything infront of me.
i hope i can go poly.
i hope to have a class chalet before grad.
i hope a band new year 2011 gonna be a fun and enjoying one.
i hope i would able to stay contact with my friendsthough we have grad:)
FORGIVE AND FORGET!
forget the past and move on in year 2011.
Thursday, December 30, 2010
/// 12/30/2010 09:03:00 PM
to friends:
i can be harsh/mean in words . ya maybe i did not think of ppl feeling? but i think striaghtforward is better then hide it in heart? wasnt it? and now u say me being too harsh? i gonna say one more time, that day i have already say i will be harsh. so dont blame for me harsh. its my temper.everyone have temper too. wasnt it? if that day were u, i bet u will be me . honestly,that day i just felt she was the one making it worse. so i just say it out. words are already say out so if u think i am harsh . yes i am. i agree. no point saying harsh anot, coz i already say le.
why i delete u from sister. becoz u give me a feeling u doesnt give a dam to my msg, give excuse to me, sms u out to movie or whatsoever. u doesnt give me a reply. i felt so stupid seriously for caring this type of firends... and that why once it reached my limitation and i delete u.
please dont say i didnt try to understand her point of views.u think i didnt think of her feeling??? no i disagree. do u think i that type of friends that doesnt care/ try to understand.if u think i am. i have noting to say. i tried my best to understand whenever she tell me. i try to ask her what happen? that the way of my care. its was her who didnt tell me. so i not blaming her for not telling me all? i am not that type of person u must say all to me. everyone have the right to say it to the person he/she want to talk about. wasnt it?so if u still think i didnt think of her feeling then i have noting to say.
if u think i siding they all, nomatter how many time i say i am not siding. u all will think i siding them. i serously have noting to say.
until now, i treat everyone as friends. everyone have different view/different personatilies.so i think noone is right nor wrong.
since u think i keep say noone take initive to talk about it.
then when school reopen, i promise u i gonna ask each and everyone to sit down and talk about it. if one of them doesnt want to stay, then i have noting to say.
i just hope everyone can be straightforward. say whatever u keep in heart....
Monday, December 20, 2010
All i want for christmas is you ! /// 12/20/2010 10:43:00 AM
she really sang it so well. i kept on listen to it! awesome!:)
Amanda♥