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Jia Yi is a SimplE Girl.
She IS 18+ NOW and will be at 19 at 28NOV 2010
she is currently studying in ITE College East

Loves:
My Family and Friends!♥♥♥
Eating♥
Listening to Music♥♥♥
watching drama♥♥♥

Hates:
Liar!!!
WHO I AM NOW!
Stress!
Flying Insects!

WANTED LIST!!!
THAT BAG I WANTED♥
A Jacket!♥
More Flat Shoes!♥
More clothes!♥
More shorts!♥
IPHONE 4!♥
CAMERA !♥
LAPTOP !♥(28 april 2011)

My wishes♥
Have memorable birthday this year!♥
Maintain my GPA and go poly♥
Explore places that i never go before♥








Music Playlist at MixPod.com

be high and express it

zooming to outerspace

PB0904K♥
Amanda♥
Celia♥
Xiao Xing♥
Joelle♥
Ivy♥
Vann♥

undestroyed memoirs

♦ December 2009
♦ January 2010
♦ February 2010
♦ March 2010
♦ April 2010
♦ May 2010
♦ June 2010
♦ July 2010
♦ August 2010
♦ September 2010
♦ October 2010
♦ November 2010
♦ December 2010
♦ January 2011
♦ February 2011
♦ May 2011
♦ October 2011
♦ June 2012

the roots

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last friday, we went to mrs Perlyn's house for class bbq! but sad not all came for the class bbq. it was so fun! everyone was so crazy snapping photo. haha!=)maybe i  skip my lunch that why when i went there, i was busying eating and serving them with foods .waitness for the day=) haha! i love my class that full of laughter and joke! it make my day! argh that more photo in pei ling camera! =)

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ya right. sitting in the bus listening to music and looking out the window.i really seriously feel like crying but holding on. it just only that moment that i feel like crying. family problem make me really very tired. whatever i do got scolding. almost everyday i get scolding. i seriously really feel like screaming back. A REAL LOUD ONE . but i cant. he my father at the end. let it be. i will tolerate it no matter what. mummy is having stress. she thinking of commit sucide. it really shocking to heard that. i hope father wont shout to anyone. let everyone stay peaceful everyday please .i really hope family is a really peaceful and really understand everyone. after all, i love u all!

today is the last day of yog volunteer. i enjoy alot with the ppl there and + classmates. haha! saw meryl and lyo. they all so popular. it get so hard to take photo with them. managed to get a snap with ^_^. today didnt went out to see the match. =( all place that can see the match are blocked so we end up sit at the container to chit-chat. haha taking photo like siao! spam ar! haha funny sia la! didnt know my classmates can be very bond at times if we want^_^

nomatter what, a day is filled with thing that make me happy! who? MY FRENS=)


 

today,early in morning wake up just to go peace centre for my foods hygenic course. lol it was okay but abit bored. haha! my lunch was around 12pm. was supposely to met joelle for lunch but she late. and i  have 1hours break only so told her not to come.i went  to mac to settle my lunch. we have MCQ and oral. MCQ was ok and oral was ok too. haha!thanks to vann ,joelle and celia for guiding me where the peace centre that day^_^

i was pretty affected by those two words i saw in facebook. haiz...led me back to some thing. haiz forget it. ppl will always say u  wrong coz they do not know what actually happen. forget it. it over and i wont want to think about it anymore. let time passed by and i will feel better.
NOONE IS PERFECT.THAT IT.
tmr is yog actual day. i gonna enjoy it with u my fellow classmate^_^ excited sia la until i cant sleep yet.

monday was a public holiday. i went to work sat,sun plus monday. argh so angry at myself. i lost the spec i brought not long ago. argh ! it was the time for me to eat lunch. i went to eat. normally i will take out my spec when i eat. i put my spec in my pocket. argh dam. when i ate finish. i realised my spec is gone. went around looking at the floor to search my spec. o man. walk around the round market for two round. lol! o ask the auntie. auntie said:" i picked one spec and give the uncle." o man... i asked where that uncle? the uncle is gone. argh  my spec gone case like that. what a typical uncle ar. not your spec why u take>.< alomost got it back if that uncle return to the auntie. nevermind it my careless. i am so agitated at myself. mum say me too. working for 4 days and the salary is to buy new spec. coz it my fault losing the spec so i have to pay it fully myself. >.<
next time i will be more careful=)
tues, went to kovan with vann,joelle to make my new spec=) thanks girls! it was last minute but u girls agree to accompany me go. really do appreciated alot. i decided to do the same design with the previous one but different colour=) a black spec! haha! same price.$140. haiz $140 gone in my banks. o ya. i am so happy that soon we going to the st john island marine with the class and zoo with my frens=)i was so excited for it! but everyday is filled with happy and sad too. when i reached home, it around 11pm. daddy changed the lock. i cant go in the home. he was so agitated and scream. what time le? why so late. i say go do spec.  he wont listen to me. he scream and scream. i am seriously tired of listen to it foryears. i went to the staircase and sit down. i feel so tired. i feel so scared standing outside. reflect on myself and feel so tired. i sat there sliently with tears. mum came and help me. scream at father enough le. she went out and told me go in. i told heri  am so tired. i wont want everyday go home to see father scold at me with all screaming. i really tired. went in the house and went to bed with tears. father stopped his screaming.
wed, first period of sch was supposely to be S&W. i totally nomood in particating in it. went to sch late  and see some of them playing s&w. i sat down listen to music. totally dont want talk to anyone. was very hurt by yesterday. finally ,cher ended the S&W lesson. something happen that day and really thanks girls for being there for me.i really do appreciated. i will overcome it!=)
today, it was pretty fun. 11 of us enjoying ourself by playing true or dare. haha it was so funny. after that, went walking to mac at ECP. omg it was so far. haha sweating until we reached the mac to eat!=)after that, amanda went off=) after that, pei ling and quan yi rent the skating. zhao hai, joelle, celia and me rent the two person bicycle. haha! vann rent a very cute bicycle^_^ zhao hai and joelle ride one .celia and i rent one too. i was so  scared that i will make celia injure>.< but overall this time round cycle with her make her feel more secure le! see them skating was os funny. vann ,nicholas, pei ling, quan yi and zhao hai take turn try the skating. i t was not easy. u need to balance. i see them so pervenence!=) haha!overall , it was FUN and we all enjoy alot. haha! thanks to u all make my days filled with happy happy!=) thanks all!

am i really very not good daughter? i really feel very tired coz u alway scold me. nomatter what i do.  i dont get any praise but scolding from you. sometime i really dont feel like going home. it make me so tired. totally break down yesterday night after sth happen. i feel so hurt. 

Seriously i  so agitated now. wth is happeniing.showing attiude and screaming to all of us. wtf is wrong with u?
 i have been treated like that when i was young. wtf. i really cant stand it anymore. i really dont like u to show this stupid attitude when i come home so tired. it make so FUCKING PISSED OFF. u know. i will be ok for the first itme.. but if u contiue to show me this stupid attitude. i cant stand it anymore. if u want me to respect u. please ask yourself did u respect me first. even a frens who did that to me. atleast at the end they did say sorry. but u. u did not. wth? i really dont like that way u  treat all of us. i really SICK OF IT.
i got my problem to solve.come home i only gain screaming and attitude from u. i seriously feel like crying and screaming..sometime. everyone got it own problem . i have it too please. please understand.i really hope those screaming and attitude can stop. i want PEACE. peace to relax and enjoy .

nowaday, things kept on appear in my mind. someday i just have to accept it.
everyone have different personatilies. that why different ppl will tend to crash until.if both ppl will tiliang each other. then it will be better. something i may not want it to happen. but something just mend to like that. there noting i can do. i do hope i can help a part. but i cant.

i really feel affected sometime. i trying to control. i want to be neutral to everything. i dont want anyone to get hurt. sometime i really hope every ppl wil  be able to be together but i know it impossbie. all i can say is everyone is imperfect. it how u see the ppl. but i always respect the person. nomatter what u do, i still treat u as a fren.

if time passby , it will solve it. i hope so. i feel sad sometime when i see thing end up worse.
SMILE JIA YI=) MOVE ON!

wow. yesterday was the worse day ar.. runnynose non-stop...use alot of tissue...lol! buy tissue from coop and seng city... lol! just for the sick to buy tissue. finally, today went to see private clinic.wow i waited for 1h+ . finally it my turn. haha!=) doctor say my throat is too heaty..tooked my medicine and went to buy my lunch. got a MC from doctor.but i  dont want to miss my DBA revision . i not really that sick so i still want to go sch =)

After that, we went to redhill to get our YOG passes and uniform. omg the pant is so long.the pants was suppose can make it a short pant. but mine cant.coz only size 30 above then got a zip to make it shorter..argh sad=(i love the visa card! haha! the passes is big ar! haha! after that, i wnet home striaght. cozi  sick so if i late home comfirm papa scold..>.<

i feel so helpless when i cant help at all. it get worse behind the end. i really want to make it better. dont want thing to get worse. i will feel sad if it happen. many thing happen everyday behind the end. haiz.... cant u all feel it?T-T  if it happen, all i can say is too accept it.

if time would really solve it. i hope it will.

remember i put this in my status in fb.
Acceptance-> accept who i am. i am a imperfect person. noone is perfect too. my expression's may have let
u  all think i this...or other. but ask me before u predict it.=)
understanding-> please understand why sometime i tend to be like that. i may be stress somehow due to sth. it just need some time to pass and it will ok.
 In life,quarrel will occur le.every ppl will have different view, different personatilies. it how u see it. understand every person of why he/she react like this. it may not be what u  thinking of.
focus->time to focus on my study le. test/practical + exma is coming soon.... jia you !

i hope frens wont take grudge. put down all the gudge and think of the good memories of u with your frens=)