My feeling... /// 2/04/2010 12:35:00 AM
Today seem to be a sad day for me...but i hope it will be allright soon.
Human's mindset can be different/similar. but 100% there no ppl that really understand a PERSON 100% FULLY!it get hurt when u two drift off.but i try my way to get u to my path.but it failed.maybe u right.i should have let it go ba.the more i hold,the more hurt i got.i hope we still friends after all.i dont want just a hi and bye friends.i hope u all will able to find me if u all really need help.i know that it get tiring when we keep quarrel.i get tired but i think every friendship do goes by this process.maybe i the cause of all this that led to this.i am sincerely sry about it for not thinking at yours views.i so disappointed when u said that but i really dont know what can i do now.
Even through today it happened sth.but i will find a time to talk to her.to clear our misunderstanding.i suddenly realised i cant understnad a friend as well.i really sry about it.i try my best ot understnad each of them as time goes by.i try to say my view but i got this problem whereby i want to said this but it came out to be so different.that my weakness.my way of talking always get wrong everytime.i hope u girls understand =)everytime thing happened,i tend to be angry at the starting.and while i was alone, i will think back and think at your views.it all coz at that situation,we tend to be strongly in our own views.i am sincerely sry about it.Nomatter what happen..i really do not wish that one day we drift off just like that...i really scared of this.Don't giveup on our friendship!
Amanda♥